Weak as I am
People doesn´t understand how I really feel.
Yeah, I smile everyday, I talking much, I doesn´t cry infront of others..
But one thing noone knows is that i´m crying all the time inside. I can´t find the happines anymore. It feels like my heart is black and round like a cold hole instead of a warm red heart.
All I want is to be happy, but I´m starting to wonder if I ever will be. I know that I have to belive it, I have to fight against my darkness.. but I wonder if I´m strong enough. I´m trying to not think about my darkness.. but when I do, it´s like my body/heart just brokes.. I´m like the weakest person ever..
I need help, I can´t do this alone.. but it feels like noone understands me.. I´m all alone..
Yeah, I smile everyday, I talking much, I doesn´t cry infront of others..
But one thing noone knows is that i´m crying all the time inside. I can´t find the happines anymore. It feels like my heart is black and round like a cold hole instead of a warm red heart.
All I want is to be happy, but I´m starting to wonder if I ever will be. I know that I have to belive it, I have to fight against my darkness.. but I wonder if I´m strong enough. I´m trying to not think about my darkness.. but when I do, it´s like my body/heart just brokes.. I´m like the weakest person ever..
I need help, I can´t do this alone.. but it feels like noone understands me.. I´m all alone..
